In Tests and Trials, There are Lessons

It’s fiddly but ultimately, I still need to post something since my heart continuously racing and going topsy turvy when I heard about the upsetting news of my lil brother’s PMR result. He is completely demotivated, aghast and crushed upon receiving his result. Be strong brother. It’s easier said than done. Agreed. But PMR doesn’t mark the end of the world nor will it decide what comes next after an ultimate failure. Allah has told us in surah Al-Ankaboot (29:64)

Forgive Me A

I don’t know why but I have this little, well not so little but a bugging sort of attitude of disliking people due to unreasonable reasons. I just hate a particular person because that person deserves to be hated. It’s very hard to get rid of this revolting feeling. Why do I need to hate someone who is the same religion as I am? Why do I have to hate someone who prays five times a day and recites the holy quran daily? Why? Everytime I walk or meet A, there’ll be an iota ink of hatred, exudes from my glands. Should I say she does wrongs, she is not a very bad girl from the very first sight.

OH! Part 1

Hello everyone! I know I’ve been making a huge mistake by abandoning this blog. Truly, I don’t really mean it. I’ve been too occupied with workloads and classes that somehow consequently have tarnished my dreams from having free weekends, to be honest. Life as a student starts to bite and hinders me from the world of writing, I can feel the old wound begins to open and I just need another minute to yelp. I have lots and even tonnes of things to pour onto this piece of parchment yet, the exasperating ticking time prevents me from advancing.

This is it

This was the day I was waiting for but it came in a much unexpected irregular way. Of course shocking should not be missed from my list. Despite the fact that I already could fathom that Friday was the day, I still shuddered and most importantly I gave the total opposite reaction of my rebellious side. These are few examples of reactions if you are told that you get 3.49 as your final pointer. Which of these do you think you'll fall into?:-

• Migod! Dammit! Just a lil’ bit more! What’s wrong with me? Can’t the lecturers do something to help me? Why me? Darn...this is what I get after all the struggles.
• Alhamdulillah. Praise to Allah the almighty. This is good enough and Allah knows I deserve this. Perhaps I’ve done something that had caused his wrath. However, Allah still gives me chances. He still gives me this result. Masya-Allah. Allah is great.